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Sun, 07 Aug 2005 03:42:33 GMT

wow in the boredom of summer i read this thing and realized how much i have really changed...for the better i'm not sure yet
..and how i got all caught up in changin and was a total asshole to some amazing people that did not deserve it at all and it totally sucks that i just realized it now..i guess i would just have to say that i am truly 100% sorry and people grow and change and that is just how life goes and sometimes you just have go with it because it's your time to change..believe me it was mine..so again i'm sorry to those who i have been as asshole to at the time i thought i was just saving you from embarrassment/drama/awareness but in the end that is all i created.

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:11:01 GMT

wow i am retatred....not that i update anymore but i deleted like all my entries up until like december 10th so yeah

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 14:35:22 GMT

since we all stalk me and know that my birthday is sunday but that does not fall on a school day so i am here by moving my birthday to today so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!....yeah so i'm so excited about today cause i'm getting my hair tinted dark red...yeah i'm so stoked..i have been waiting for like ever so yeah...i'm having a little party tonight it's me bryan katie mel nina taylor kate jackie diane kristen mike gill ej doug sam katie bryan...there are more people going but i don't feel like putting them...so yeah peace out

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 15:54:08 GMT

in photoshop...nothing has been happening..yesterday i went to sam's with bryan and katie...funn times..lol..umm next week we have off on thrusday and friday and there is a dance on wednesday that i might go to...Frank and Jen come home tomorrow and the best part MARCUS IS COMING!!!!! yup i haven't seen him since like April or May so yeah excited about that...i don't if i should go to this all nighter thing with bryan at this Church or do something else on Friday i kinda wanted to go to the Gr Mall and movies but i'm not sure..My sister is right next to me(nicole) she is now my sister cause we are like the same person except she has a vagina and i don't...i think..lol so yeah she is going to have sex with her hott ass boyfriend this weekend and right after she is going to call me and give me all the details..can't wait

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 15:46:31 GMT

FROSH IN 3 DAYS

i have so much stuff to do before saturday

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 14:21:59 GMT

O AND I ALMOST FORGOT HOW MUCH I HATE JEL......BUT THEN I LOOKED AT HER AND QUICKLY REMEMBERED :)

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 14:16:47 GMT

i don't remeber the last time i updated twice in one week...so everyone should feel special..so ummm yeah i'm in American Music Scene right now..so boring never take this class...i was like the first person done my Artist report so now i have the whole class to do watever..i should really work on my health project on the urinary system..fun stuff..today after school there is a field hockey game but i really don't feel like going cause i'm up to it and besides i'm waiting for my dad to call me cause i think they are going to turn my great-grandmothers machines off..so yeah umm my grandmother dead so all thats left is my great-grandmother and she is 97 so yeah...it kinda suckes cause like my mom is really upset and eveything and she has been sleeping at the home with her and everying so i hanv't seen my mom for like 3 days..97 wow thats fucking old..she was born in 1910...she went throught alot of shit..it's kinda weird that i'm talking about her but yeah...anyway..Friday..don't know what i'm doing on Friday maybe the Liquiod Lounge but i don't know if i want to go so idk..umm saturday i'm going to a party with bryan..some girl leeann she works at Brusters and met her before so yeah..then sunday i think i might be going to Katie party..i'm being Peter Pan and jackie is being Tinker Bell..which reminds me i have to get a costume..i went last night but they didn't have a Peter Pan so i think i'm just going to get one of those Tall-Tee's that those gansta people wear and cut it up on wash it alot so it shrinks and then just wear like green pants or something..then i'll get like the hat and sword and shoes and stuff so yeah..since we don't have school on Monday and Tuesday i don't know what i'm doing but i really want to go to the King of Purssia mall so yeah..no wait i need to go..umm i forgot how much fun this was..updating about useless information that no one cares about but it's makes you feel special anyway so yeah..i'm out

I"M PREGNATE

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 14:06:44 GMT

havn't updated for awhile..really not much to say i've had a "FUN" past few weeks nicole is being a bitch and won't leave me alone cause she wants on my dick..but shhhh don't tell her boyfriend...she also wants my cell fone but i'm not giving it to her cause of the pics..lol..yeah umm thats it bye

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 13:47:12 GMT

I'M LIKE THE MOST HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD AND I JUST KEEP GETTING HAPPIER BY THE DAY...IT'S AMAZING

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 13:31:25 GMT

I HAD THE MOST AMAZING WEEKEND EVER

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 13:32:22 GMT

this is so fucked up...lte's make this big deal about everyone not hanging out together then lets make up and then just go back to the original plan..wat ever i thought if i told people certain things that would help then understand more but i guess i was wrong..the weekend didn't even start and i already kno it is goin to suck so yeah..i was like like on cloud 9 but now i'm back down here and it totally sucks

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 13:33:17 GMT

this weekend was pretty fun..on friday me and katey went to mike house..it was fun then on saturday i got the new green day cd cause i went to the mall with mike katey and gloria..i forgot how much fun she is..yeah DnD 4 LiFE!!!!!!!!! yeah so umm now i'm in photoshop..i just talk to amber and she is going to the frosh with bryan..thats cool cause mike is going with Gill and it would be even cool if Kourtney when cause then like her and all her friends would be there..Nicole is so annoying she wouldn't leave me alone cause she wants my body..she told me this her self..yeah i kno i told her to take a number and get in line and then she cried cause she wants me now

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 13:33:16 GMT

i never update anymore but really i don't have anything to update about..so yeah umm i might go to the football game tonight not sure but yeah..high school is really boring..really boring..i would rather have more classes then have them be this long..and people are friggen crazy..that was random..but yeah people are crazy and they should stop cause it scared people or mayb just get over some shit and go on...lol..i just realized that made no sence but yeah

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 14:17:16 GMT

i'm in photoshop, doing really nothing but it's all good so yeah i was taking my spanish test today and my phone started vibrating and it was amanda so i don't know wat she wanted..i'm not mad i really didn't care it was just wierd that she would call me around 8 am on tuesday but she prob didn't have school cause jesus is mad or somthing but anyway on saturday i got in a car accident..i'm ok near death experience..i saved my mom's life..i kno..so yeah thats really it i don't remember the last time i updated..

Tonight won't make a difference

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 04:21:23 GMT

well it's Monday..that means 1 more day of summer..well not really cause as much as i want to do something tomorrow i know it won't happen..so the last couple of days..wat happened..i took a shower with Kristen and Taylor(we had clothes on) met two new kids that are going to the High School..wanted Passion of the Christ..i know this is going to sound really corney but after seeing the movie the way they portrayed Jesus they made him like a real person that i could relate to..yeah i know..if you knew me i'm like the most none believer in God ever and now after seeing it i wanted to go to church..pretty weird..so yeah umm last night i watched The Girl Next Door which was really good..you think it's going to all be about pron and sex but it's not it's really good..yeah..i'm getting more excited about school..yeah i really should go to back so i can wake up early and be tired for tomorrow night..my brother(Frank) is coming home friday...thats cool cause i haven't seen all summer and i think he is going to ask me and Bob to be his best men in his Wedding but idk..o and SOCCER DANCE FRIDAY..if your not there then your no one..lol yeah..umm yeah thats pretty much it..i'll update tomorrow

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 03:29:19 GMT

Yellowcard won a VMA thats really cool..yeah umm the VMA's are over and they sucked..yeah i watched them with mike bryan and ryan yeah...umm tomorrow i don't know wat i'm doin, i know tuesday i'm goin to orientation at the High School and wednesday i'm getting my hair did..yeah i'm really tired of having this bowl on my head i'm think if i get around to it i might post pics of random peole's hair for some possibilites of what i might get done..so yeah i have to find out how to do that..

...o yeah me and amanda are friends now

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 03:07:15 GMT

The New York emo group Taking Back Sunday followed at three with its sophomore release, Where You Want To Be, selling 163,000 copies. Signed to Chicago's Victory Records, the band now claims the year's best first-week opening for an indie.
that means that they were at #1--that just made my night o and by the way
HAPPY BIRHTHDAY KITTY-KAT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 03:51:36 GMT

so today i went to Dorney Park with people it was alot of fun...then i came home and i wanted to go out but the sand was still in my mom vagina so i didn't...thats pretty much it

GRRR....

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 01:01:28 GMT

yeah like 3 people hate me and it sucks cause i hate when people hate me

A HANDJOB WITHOUT LUBE IS LIKE FRIES WITHOUT KETCHUP..SO GREASE UP

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 03:56:52 GMT

so 2 days ago amanda called me and it was really pathetic cause she was like crying on the fone and asking what she could do to make me want to go back out with her and i said that i wounld never go back out with her cause i didn't want to hurt her again which is ture and i think i'm already going out with someone else...so that was monday and tuesday i went to the Exton Mall with my mom for school stuff..i got gray low top chucks and black converses..yeah and some other stuff...today i really didn't do anything cause katie is at cheer camp,bryan is well we really don't know, katey is sick and mike had football so i just went over Mel's house with kristen..it was fun..lol we read this magazine with sex tips and my favoite is the subject of this entry..lol..funny cause it's true..yeah i don't know what i'm doing tomorrow.. and there is a chance i might go to Dorney Park on friday but i don't kno..question for the 2 people that read my lj..if you had a chance to go to Dorney Park would you go even tho your old girlfriend/boyfriend(not amanda) would be there with her friends and you think that it's going to be them and you by yourself and you don't know the people that are taking you that well to ask if you can bring someone else and you and you girlfriend/boyfriend don't hate one another but your not buddy buddy,would you still go?

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 21:03:27 GMT

last night i updated about how the Warped Tour and how me amanda and mike were sitting on the gate and this guy comes up and says does anyone want to come backstage with me and help me so i'm like yeah..so i had to sit in the room where all the bands eat and make sure no one touched this stuff..it was amazing I SAY EDDIE REYES...the guitarist of TBS...then I WAS ON STAGE WHILE TAKING BACK SUNDAY WAS PERFORMING...adam was like inches away from me..then after i just hung out back there and i got the lead singer of Fall Out Boy to sign my jeans...it was amazing i got pics so here they are...

they are only pics of adam from behinde cause thats where i was and you can tell how close i was by the pictures...

this is Eddie..he was like a foot away from me

this is adam

adam again

this is when he wrapped the mic around his neck

this is him swinging the mic around but you can't see it cause the speaker is in the way

this is my favorite cause you can see all the people in the backround and he was bending over screaming into the mic

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 04:32:47 GMT

umm..11 more hours till warped tour starts i really don't have anything to update about..i'll update tomorrow and it will be the most amazing update of my life cause i'll have pics of adam and other bands from the show..so yeah that't it...

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 07:11:05 GMT

O BY THE WAY I FORGOT TO SAY SOMTHING ABOUT MY FUCKING AMAZING NEW ICON OF ADAM..

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 07:07:58 GMT

OMG TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS GOING ON TOUR WITH FALL OUT BOY....it's going to be amazing...by the way i was down the shore for a week so thats why i didn't update..umm yea..Mike is here he is sleeing over but i can't sleep caz TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS GOING ON TOUR WITH FALL OUT BOY it had to be said twice..yeah umm..tonight i went to Egypt with mike katey and emily..it's wasn't as much fun as it was the first time..idk y..but yeah i totally wanted Katey to dance with this guy caz i wanted her to get over Pete but now other things ended up happened later on in the night.lol it was so funny there was this crack head outside and he had a sign that said "give me a dollar and i'll tell you a joke, give me 5 dollars and i'll leave you alone"..lol he was totally tripping out on something so emily gave mike a dollar and he told us this 30 min long joke but no one understood him caz he was stuttering and mummblng caz he was wacked out..yeah umm tomorrom idk what i'm OMG WARPED TOUR ON TUESDAY doing..lol i just remembered that in the middle of the sentence as you can see..so yeah umm i think it's going to be me amanda mike katey and bryan...amanda told me that she was reading some guys lj and he was at the Warped Tour and he got adam's to sign stuff caz he was just walking around.. could you imagine if I SAW ADAM LAZZARA..i'm already going to be crying in the middle of the mosh pit just caz he is going to be within breating disance of me but if he was actually in front of me like i could touch him i don't even know what i would do i don't even know if i could talk..i feel like a 10 year old school girl that is going to her first Backstreet Boy concert but that's the way i'm obessed with him and it's all good so whatever..yeh Mike is singing the VH1 commerical song...yeah umm....whatelse.. i haven't updated in like forever and i didn't even talk about any really important besides adam..lol i feel like i'm not worthy of having a Live Journal caz i don't update and when i do it nothing fun and interesting...o yeah by the way me and amanda broke up...but i don't hate her and i think she doesn't hate me..even tho she always said that she didn't want to be friends once we broke up i think she is going to give it a try which is cool caz it would totally suck if she just cut me off but yeah..it's like 3:00 in the morning and i'm not even tired caz TAKING BACK SUNDAY IS GOING ON TOUR WITH FALL OUT BOY..lol that's the last time this entry i say it but it's like amazaing caz both bands are amazing..i'm done

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 03:53:56 GMT

umm....tonight think what happened..o yeah me bryan katie taylor mel kristen danni and nina when to see the Village..idk what to think about the movie i'm not sure if i liked it or if i hated it..hummmmm....pownder.... yeah..ummm what else...amanda like hates me which sucks but i'm an asshole and deserve it..i just needed some time away to think about some stuff but i totally fucked it up but i really don't want her to be mad at me even tho saying it won't help it but yeah...we where waiting for katie's dad go get of his movie so we were chilling outside of katie's car with the sterio up and i was doing my Scary Spice dance which is really really funny and he was like what are you guys doing and we were like nothing and then he's all like well you are doing something and it's called loitering...lol what a rent-a-cop thing to say i hate assholes like that...my mom's a party with strippers that i ordered...she woke me up at 9am so i could look tho the yellowpages for a male stripper and then she made me call and order it..it was kinda weird but yeah..i think i might get my hair cut but idk.. thats it